I don't understand anything at all. What's the sense of coming here?
No single individual can have enough hatred or love to spread over all mankind. You desire money, a woman. Or you want your boss to get run over. That's neither here nor there. But world domination, a just society, the kingdom of heaven on earth. Those aren't desires, but an ideology, actions, concepts. Subconscious compassion cannot yet be realized as a common instinctive desire.
Writer: I seldom think, it's bad for me.Professor: It's impossible to write and keep thinking about success or failure?Writer: Naturally. But on the other hand, if my books aren't being read in 100 years, why bother to write?
Suppose I return to our godforsaken city a genius. Understand? But a man writes because he's tormented, unsure of himself. He has to keep proving his worth to himself and to others. But if I'm convinced I'm a genius - then why do I need to write?