But one thing I did understand: not a shred of the real me could be loved or accepted. I didn't dare to be myself even when I was alone because I hated what was my own.
Read more Eva QuotesFrom: Autumn Sonata
I'm seized by fear and see a horrible picture of myself. I have never grown up. My face and my body have aged. I acquire memories and experiences but inside all that I haven't even been born. I can't remember any faces not even my own.
I feel so shut out, I'm always homesick. But when I get home. I find it's something else I'm longing for.
You talk of my hatred. Your hatred was no less.